Substitute the number 50 everywhere you see 46 below.
An Anniversary
Janis once sang...It ain’t much, no, no honey it ain’t much,
Oh, it’s only every little thing,
Just-a everything, everything
Ah yeah.But Janis was talking about "One Good Man" when she sang that. Me... I'm on about an anniversary. This anniversary "ain't much" in the grand scheme of things but it IS "every little thing," to me. It was 46 years ago today I raised my right hand and swore the following oath:I, Norman E. Pennington, do solemnly swear that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; and that I will obey the orders of the President of the United States and the orders of the officers appointed over me, according to regulations and the Uniform Code of Military Justice. So help me God.John Kennedy was president on that day, Pat Brown was the governor of California (from whence I entered service), The Ronettes' "Be My Baby" was on its way to the top of the pop charts, and I was on my way to Lackland AFB. Martin Luther King, Jr. was still alive and well (today is also the 46th anniversary of his "I Have a Dream" speech) and Watts was yet to burn. Vietnam was buried in the back pages of the newspapers if and when it was mentioned at all, and the Gulf of Tonkin Incident had yet to occur. America was a much different place than it is today, yet it was still the same.
I was a much different person then, too... yet I'm still the same. But August 28, 1963 was the watershed moment in my life. A lot of water has gone over the dam and under the bridge since that day but I still define myself as a non-commissioned officer, even after all this time. I find this passing strange in that I was arguably much more successful in civilian life than in the Air Force... assuming one uses responsibility, compensation, and positions in the corporate hierarchy as yardsticks. While those civilian accomplishments were obviously important to me and to my happiness, they pale in memory and by comparison to my Air Force experiences. Funny, that.
So... today was the day we began. Here's how we ended:
The Second Mrs. Pennington is on the left and that's my commander, Colonel Taylor, shaking my hand. It's not a good picture, what with it being a lil ragged around the edges, but it's the best we got... sorta like my career, appropriately enough.
As I said: we're feelin' old today.
I just might, one day, feel old.
ReplyDeleteBut I'm thinkin' I'll have to grow up first?
What was that "they" said? Sumthin' to the effect of "You have to get old but you DON'T have to grow up." That would be me. ;-)
DeleteHell, Buck, I'm still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.....IF I ever grow up (which, according to my wife, ain't happening anytime soon, lol )
ReplyDeleteWell, I'm fairly happy with the role of father and grandfather. And reprobate, semi-alcoholic, cigar-smokin' old man. It's a toss-up as to which is the better gig. ;-)
DeleteOld is a state of mind, I ain't there yet.
ReplyDeleteAnd I suspect that, on most days, neither are you.
You're right on yer last.
DeleteI can't believe they didn't buy some nice flowers for your wife at the retirement! But then, what do I know about the military ways :-)
ReplyDeleteAh, but the AF DID give her her very own "retirement" certificate, which she didn't take with her when she left... the ingrate. ;-)
DeleteI have those feeling old moments myself. Such is life. You are in a good place to celebrate the 50 years - people you love, places to see, things to do, etc.
ReplyDeleteYou're right about the "good place," Lou. There was much reminiscing over whiskeys last night on the verandah.
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