Monday, January 05, 2009

Bleah

Or blech. Or blah. Whatever. I've made the rounds and it seems like a lot of the folks who write my Daily Reads are still celebrating the holidays... and by that I mean they haven't posted much yet this year. Not all of 'em, mind you, just a lot.

I'm finding myself with the same sort of mind-set this morning. I don't wanna talk about The War. I don't wanna talk about The One. I don't wanna talk about The Weather, other than to say "Baby, It's Cold Outside." And maybe hum a few bars from the tune of the same name.

So... here it is nearly noon and no post is on the horizon... what to do? Re-run, that's what. This piece kinda-sorta ties in with one of those jobs I listed a couple of weeks ago in my Work post. See if you can guess which one (Christina!).


Weird Scenes Inside the Gold Mine

Love Street

Angeles City, Philippines. October, 1975 2:20 a.m.

The street below is dead quiet, even though it's the main drag just outside the gate of Clark AB. It’s long past curfew; the bars closed over two hours ago and there are no people in the street, none whatsoever. Curfew. Martial law.

The air is warm and humid, just under 80 degrees. My body has a light sheen of sweat, but it's a clean sweat with a faint odor of hotel-bathroom Ivory. There’s a half-moon overhead, obscured more often than not by fast moving low clouds. It will rain twice before I go back inside.

This is the second-story balcony of the Happy Chicks Bar, a small space with three chairs, a couple of low tables and room for four people, if you push it. The balcony’s enclosed by a low wooden railing that’s about waist-level, there’s a sloping roof overhead. There are lights out here, but they’re not on…moonlight is all we have. The woman and I are the only people on the balcony at this hour.

We’re also buck-naked.

I’m in a papa-san chair, the cotton-cushioned rattan chairs that are everywhere here. The chairs are large enough for close friends to sit comfortably together, and so we are. I’m semi-reclining, legs crossed, feet stretched out and resting on the balcony railing. She’s on her side, facing me, one leg underneath my legs, the other bent and lying over my upper legs. Her head is nestled on my shoulder, her arm lies on my chest. I adjust my position to nuzzle her hair momentarily, then drain the San Miguel I brought out with me. We've been out here for perhaps 20 minutes.

“You want another one beer?”

“Sure”

She disentangles herself, gets up, wraps a towel around her slight body, and disappears through the French doors into the dark hallway. Three minutes later she’s back with a tray holding my beer, a coke, an ashtray, and our smokes. I take my feet off the rail as she lights two cigarettes and hands one to me. I move over, turning on my side as she drops the towel on the side table and climbs back into the chair, placing the ashtray between us. She sits there, cross-legged, smoking, slowly looking me up and down. Every so often she reaches out and lightly, ever-so-lightly, touches my chest, my arm. Our eyes meet when she does that. We smile.

We’re mostly silent; her English isn’t too good, my Pilipino is non-existent. But we communicate, oh my yes, we DO communicate. At least an hour goes by, punctuated by occasional smokes, light touches, and caresses.

“We go back my room?”

I smile and nod.

She puts the empties, the ashtray and our smokes on the tray, re-wraps herself in the towel, picks up the tray with one hand and takes my hand with the other. I follow her back inside and down the hallway to her room.

There’s light in the sky before we sleep.

(not her)

Didja get it, Gentle Reader? (No pun...)

12 comments:

  1. I'm in the same frame of mind Buck. Don't want to talk about the things that are making headlines; I'm exhausted from holiday celebrations and the holidays in general, and I'm rather preoccupied these days with my impending hip surgery.

    So what to do? Not sure except I did consider - in a wild tear this morning - about suspending my regular blog for the next few months so I can focus on my surgery and recovery.

    Except - I need that outlet for my sanity! So i won't suspend, but subject matters may not be as deep as they usually are - not that I'm all that deep, but you know what I mean.

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  2. I DO know what you mean, Kris. I'm just not in the mood to handle anything the least lil bit weighty today. I dunno exactly why (in my case), but I sure understand your reasons.

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  3. Count me in as the third person here who just cannot seem to get back into the news cycles and the blog rounds. I am posting on my blog which is non-political, but I am having problems getting around to other blogs ... or getting all worked up about news and politics .... and I dread Jan. 20 which is looming just ahead. And now I hear that Al Franken has been certified as the winner in the Minnesota senate election ... I just feel pretty much sick....

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  4. I'll take a stab at Bar Back.

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  5. Sharon sez: Count me in as the third person here who just cannot seem to get back into the news cycles and the blog rounds. ... or getting all worked up about news and politics ...

    I haven't lost my enthusiasm for the blogs but I sure as Hell have lost it as far as politics goes. I liken it to being caught in a blizzard... all one can do is wait it out and see how much you're gonna get and how deep it is. The Franken thing REALLY bothers me, tho.

    Andy sez: I'll take a stab at Bar Back.

    Bzzzt! (down one and you got it)

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  6. A new year always inspires me to try new things - we will see how long that inspiration goes. I would like to blog about more art this year. Maybe the trip to SA was helpful too.

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  7. How, how, HOW did I miss THAT?

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  8. Lou sez: A new year always inspires me to try new things - we will see how long that inspiration goes. I would like to blog about more art this year. Maybe the trip to SA was helpful too.

    I used to be that way around New Year's... and I made resolutions, too! Not so much today...not at ALL, in fact. Maybe I need to go to San Antonio for a few days... ;-)

    Andy: I give up... how? ;-)

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  9. I missed it too, shoot.

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  10. Dude, occasional smokes, light touches, and caresses. I've often thought one could be happy with that.

    We need to find you a woman. Seriously.

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  11. Daphne: As I told a friend in an off-line, that particular "job" was pretty much tongue-in-cheek. But there was a very small amount of "looking out for my troops" sort of thing hidden in there.

    Doc sez: I've often thought one could be happy with that.

    There have been occasions when I was happy with that... and only that. But it IS nice if there are follow-on activities. ;-)

    On the "find you a woman" bits... {sigh} Would it were that easy...

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  12. I know! You frequented the places you inspected, right? "I'm not just the president, I'm also a client..." in that vein.

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